OC Stuff

Sep. 3rd, 2015 11:58 pm
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Dangnabbit, every time I work on OC stuff, I draw my characters, and this helps me develop them. And by drawing them, I mean I initially draw smut. @ self: dang it
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(death warning, car accident warning)

Two people I went to high school with passed away in a car accident the other night. It was sudden and they were taken away so fast.

Now, I was certainly not the closest of friends with Matt or Jonathan, heck, I never even talked to Matt, but this doesn't make me any less sad than I am that they passed away. I did have Jonathan in one of my classes, and I didn't talk to him often, but I remember that he was sweet. One particular instance I do remember him, was a smart opinion on a debate we were having about the second amendment. The boy had some good, common sense.

What hurts me is that they were my age when they died. Their lives have been taken away just like that at such a young age, and it's such a waste, and it hurts me so much. I can't even imagine what their families are going through, but I do wish them the best.

One of the things that amazes me is also the response to the passing of these two. My high school was incredibly small (only 98 kids in my graduation class if that gives you an idea), so you either knew everyone, or you had seen them walking around at least twice in your time there. A small high school also meant everyone was close, and even to the point of family, especially since the kids there were good people. My facebook feed is everyone mourning their deaths, and although it hurts my heart, it let's me know that everyone is so kind, and in this together, just like a family. Jonathan and Matt were loved, and shown to have made quite an impact on everyone who knew them, so, it's at least nice that they can be remembered as loving people.

I don't mean to make this about myself, but regardless, this situation has helped me reflect and think about my own life. I've recently been learning how to drive, which is embarrassing to say since I'm so old, but I was terrified of driving when I was 18 and have kind of put it off until now. Luckily, I'm fine now, but I'm going to make sure that I do not drive fast. I went to the place where Johnathan and Matt died today, and they had been hit and their car rammed through a metal gate. The gate was obliterated, a hole the size of their car, and the bits of the gate left were bent almost all the way upwards. There was still glass, plastic, and bits of the cars scattered well around the area, which showed to me, that both cars were driving fast, and the damage was devastating. Now, I don't drive fast already, but, I will always keep this in the back of my mind and be extra safe and cautious on the road.

I've also been sad about my art lately, but I've gotten a reality check. Johnathan and Matt were great people, but they're gone, and they can't continue on to do great things. I am lucky enough that I still have my life, and I have a lot of it left. I have so much time to do what I want to do, and I am going to do it. Not only will I work harder at my art, and produce my own things for me, but I will do it for them.

Rest in peace, Johnathan and Matt. You did not deserve this, no one does, but thank you for inspiring me nonetheless.
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Fandom ship wars amaze me so much because both sides are always at fault and they can last forever. And the bitterness gets to be overwhelming to me, I wonder how people keep that up?

Another option would be to:
-not argue
-have fun
-take a nap
-pet some puppies, kitties, or bunnies. hamsters, also.
-step away from the internet

I mean, I can understand if there are legitimate real arguments, but if it's something like, the other shippers are too salty, you can honestly ignore them and keep doing your own thing.
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Reading A Choice With No Regrets, and this is just for me to write notes and analyze Farlan.

Farlan Traits

-Is a sneaky bastard
-Likes spying on people for info
-No nonsense
-The middle man between Levi and Isabel
-Insults Isabel but in a big brother(???) kinda way???
-Kinda cynical
-He cares a lot about Levi and Isabel, though
-He's a tad more chill than I initially imagined, but I think because Wings is set in modern times, he'll be a little happier.

So, he's more of a Slytherin type, which is kind of interesting. Camille made me make the connection between him and a fox! I love it!

Wings thoughts:
-I think there should be a scene in Wings where Levi wants to do something on his own, but decides he does need Farlan (and probably Erwin) after all. This time, he can make the right choice. It'll be raining.
-Farlan is sneaky, but Erwin is sneakier. This could be the reason how and why they hold back their feelings from one another.
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Ok, when I named my erejeanmarco comic, "Wings," I seriously just kinda pulled it outta thin air because I didn't really know what else to call it, and I'm bad at titles, but it has more metaphorical meaning than I realized. I picked it because it was kinda literal, but the more I come up with the story with the Kenji, the more I realize I couldn't have picked a more perfect title.

And I'm reading A Choice With No Regrets to get a better grasp of Farlan's character (since he's in the comic), and it made me realize that SNK talks about wings in general, so there's also another connection.

If someone asks me I can jokingly say that I totally knew how deep and meaningful the title was hahaha.


Aug. 29th, 2015 10:25 pm
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So, I'm totally thinking about starting my webcomic next month, and by thinking I mean, I am definitely going to do it. I'm excited, a little nervous because it's a lot of work, but I think it will be worth it. I want to work on it all next month and then release it in October. Extra spoopy.
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In my comic making process, I have to make thumbnails, which is essentially the first sketch for me to roughly decide where I want people to be standing and what's being said. They look like funny blobs to me, and my own thumbnails amuse me lmao

RnB Marco

Aug. 23rd, 2015 10:50 pm
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I have not yet released my most favorite AU Marco: R&B Marco

But here is the preview of Mr. Suave

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I guess this place is kind of like a mixture between twitter and tumblr. I can kinda shitpost but I have no character limit, so that's a nice thing!
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Hello! I just got an account here, and as with anything I join, I don't know how to use it! But, it's new and interesting, and I hope I will have fun here!


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